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Finally back

2006-03-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

I had been updating another frenster blog i had, therefore, i might not blog here as often as i used to be...

Had went to register for my driving theory, finally, i am on the path to getting a license. Well, i am not a rich ger, therefore, i would rather work and earn my own to get dat license, that will make me having to prepare $1500 plus $900 for my ipod, in this holidays...

Although i had been working and working, but sometimes the working are fun.I get to watch free movies, hanging out wif pigotong and frenz... I am sorry to bobo, coz i have to work, so i cant get back to baoc to help him currently.

Ju gt a starhub roadshow job, definately exciting to look forward to. I am to be a marketer, an estate agent, starhub will be my first step out the the marketing path, coz its earning by commission, which totally suits my logic, you work hard, u get pay for wat u are worth. This is the style i like, coz i would nvr agree to having slackers ard while i am working hard, and we ended up getting the same pay... Weeh...

Eileen will work hard, coz she will enjoy her hard labours soon, and she gt the support of pigotong. Pigotong mention dat it would be a lot better to be wif starhub den my current job. :) My exams results are coming out soon... I pray God, to help me pass, I have tried my best in this semester. I only want a pass, nothing much... Pls...

Happy bday mummy

2006-01-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

Well well.... this is my first entry since the yr 2006. Many things had happened in this yr, even though it was juz the mere 19 days of the 365 days. Before I start, happy bdae mummy.... and happy belated bdae sis (17th Jan)....

hmm... For the new yr count down, we stayed over at a fren;s hse, wif the four of us, me, wh, ken, vin, we had lots of fun.... N i started my own maple acct, first game of my life. haha....

Had my new year clothes ready, but apparently, there is no shoes that would fit my feet, coz my fit is like triangle shape, been to countless of shops, still cant find, so sad....

I wan to watch in her shoes n family stone, and moonlight in tokoyo... but dun have the time. I juz completed my blaw and my hrm report... coming up gt ecd n cma test 2, plus ecd report, and many many presentations, before the exam week commerence on the 16th of feb, which is juz 4 weeks away.... OMG!!! haiz.... time is so fast....

Year 2 is ending soon, i wan to go overseas for ITP, but no money leh.... how? will see la... hee...

God bless, i hope i can do well this semester... I managed to scrape thru fmgt wif a mere pass, and i flunk cma.... haiz... I juz wan to do well, I wan at least a B in this sem results... Isit possible? Help!

my cousin's wedding

2005-12-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!

Today, 24th dec, is so fun filling.... Morning went to a temple in amk, my uncle is the vice president there.... my cousin, wei de's wedding..... gt reporters there, heard its gg to be screen on tvm, n today's shin min's daily news gt show the wedding event.... There are 19 sports cars to receive the bride, and my family's very own lion and dragon dance troupe, wif 9 lion to brighten the event for them.... saw a lot ah bengs... and the sports cars r realli damn so cool....

came home n get a change of the costume... went to habourfront for the wedding dinner.... the place is so nice, pretty, wif sea scenery... My cousin actually gt 100 tables, omg, he took photos until he mouth pain. The best part is when we leavin, he n my cousin-in-law dressed up as santa claus, coz its gg to b 12am... They r so cute....

This is the grandest wedding dinner, lucky no police, haha.... coz gt a lot of traid members, but we r all gd citizens.... hahaz.....

Narnia

2005-12-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

Went to see chronicals of narnia wif pigotong at 12.10pm... the first show of narnia for TM GV... its ok show, a bit draggy in front.... but ending was nice....

Went to ICA in lavendar.... den went to amk and call in califonia 2-for-1 pizza.... yummy....

Tml shall study fmgt the whole day.

yippe

2005-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Ytd pigotong n i had a quarrel after our work(both at floor), both of us so sad..... This morning went TM watch aeon flux wif compp... denw ent sch for projects, but ended up gg beauty world nearby for rotiprata... durian flavour one is very nice.... plus the milo dinosaur.... yummy.... went over n hear the song specially for me..... Luv it a lot.... haha

ITaly

2005-12-16T08:42:00.000+08:00

[It's time to shake off my "italy", and I will succeed]

Yup, I am on the exercising speer. I doiing situps everyday. Its starting to work for me, for 3 days of workout, my tummy seemed smaller a bit, a little weeny bit. But its better den nth. Bought my dumbells ytd. $39.90 for 3 sets. usual price was $69.90. Haha. Its time to train my fat arms and tone it up.

Ytd went to work. First time trainer, and its at box office.lucky my trainee is a very intelligent guy. He very observant and will do things w/o me asking. Haha....

Today gg to pom claz. This makes my whole week no lectures week. Yes., i havent been gg lectures for this whole week. Firstly is becoz next week is holis, secondly is coz no mood with those kind of tutors. Yup. Holis has alrd started for me since ytd. as ytd was a virtual learning for IS, and today is juz lectures day. So... Eileen is having her holis now.

Had planned to mit up my sec frenz, on the 23rd. It had been a yr since i last mit dem. Miz dem so much. Its a gers nite out, so its the general rule that no guys r allowed. Hmm... Thinking to go clubbing or kbox. if clubbing, it will be first time to go club after my 18 bdae. Yipee, can drink as i like....

My birthday soon

2005-11-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

In 1 hr 30 mins time... 29 mins.... 28 mins.... I will be 18.... I will b freed from the bounds of many things... On the other hand, I m no longer the innocent ger under the protection of Singapore's law, but a young lady-to-be...

I hope that I will be more mature, more responsible, and more recognised by pple of my talents. Sometimes, I m willing to try sth, but i dun have the courage, dun have the confidence... I really nid to have the five Cs of our IS modules...

Watch Harry Potter on wed in PS, and Zathura today in Grand... Everything was fine, coz i have pigotong wif me... dats the diff, coz i always feel best wif pigotong... Wed in PS, our fren, a guy, went into the ladies, used the cubicle, when he came out, only den he notice he is in a ladies toliet, wif his own gf n me looking at him wif a wonder " Y is he inside here? are we seeing the wrong things?" Well, pple do make mistakes, but watever the case, is from the mistakes that we learnt, n he do learnt to differentiate the diff between a ladies and a gents...

Chicken Little is nice, catch it last sunday at GV Yishun family day. The previous day was my senior Ming Yong farewell wif us.... Although his last day was on sundae, he booked me n pigotong on saturday and we went for a dinner and chat at the "Miss You Cafe", a cafe wif very nice ambience. I would sae, Ah Gui, Ming Yong, the two nicest person in GV, always there to help us when we nid, apart from teaching us watever they noe... realli missed suppering wif dem... But Ming Yong nid to go NS, so, all i could sae is "Good Luck!"

Went to bugis ytd, wif kaiyan n pigotong, and jorin... Jorin is Kaiyan's daughter, she is sooo cute, 4th mth old, and is a very active ger. I gt phobia on kids cryings... so when she start to show the face of crying, i m at my wits, but when she smile, she is realli so cute.

Its Persistent

2005-11-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

For the 4th week, i m coughing.... omg i m realli like an old woman now.... haiz.... My seniors say is lung infection... hopefully not...

I want to learn dancing... mayb taking up hip hop in studiowu, sometimes time waits for no one.... so i have to work hard, study hard, learn hard, live my life to the fullest.

My bdae coming... finally... I can go clubbing officially le, n can watch M18, drink legally, learn driving, there is juz so much things install for me to do....

B4 anything, i simply nid to plan my time well, and finish my projects... prjects datelines are coming soon, n is bloody tight... Haiz...

Cough cough

2005-11-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

*Cough**Cough**....
Dats wat i m down wif for the past 3 weeks... until todae it still haven leave me... making me so miserable... Oh, pls leave me alone can?

harry Potter is showing a a few days time... n i m dumb enuf to state that i wanted to work 3 daes this week... omg, what the hell m i doing? Mayb this is the last week i m working so much ba... Deciding whether to quit or not... Will tend to miz the staffs there, but the pay there realli sux, n the work load is damn a lot...

My cough is so bad until when i serve customers, they would rather i dun speak at all. hahaz.... hopefully i could get candy bar this week, n in mid shift... coz i hate the cleaning part, plus is so dumb to work in floor where so much to clear, esp wif shortage of staffs...

waiting for chicken little to come out... haiz... I want to watch, but duno if i can fork out the time for it... Coz assignments are gg to b due soon, have to pia le... plsu the tutorials hw are freaking difficult, n i have to revise the textbooks, coz the lecture notes are simply too brief to answer the tutorial questions....

Its so weird to find myself doing tutorials, coz i usually dun do tutorials de, onli go lectures, but these three weeks i had been missing a lot of lectures, but my tutorials i had been paying much attention to it... A reverse change?

Time is the factor....

Finally

2005-11-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

Attachment was over... n i m now the part time worker in GV le... Though pay is low, but the thrill and the frenz there are unforgetable. 21th Oct was Elaine's bdae, 8Th was kristen's.... i m so busi dat i m unable to celebrate for dem, but wish u gers Happy Birthday.....

The following day after my attachment, i went overseas with pigotong and the company. genting could have been so much fun, if we had spent more time there, instead of Johor, and dat stupid slow driver who took us 9hrs from johor to genting....neverthless, i did enjoyed myself this holis.

Sch had started for two weeks le, tml is the last dae of the week. Gt most of my tb le, but i m udnerstanding nuts from the lectures, coz i usually go for half of the lectures, or go there juz to copy notes, as usual, tutorials is not my cup of tea, but i m trying to add sugar to it so that i would try to attempt to it, n that source of sugar is time. I nid time....

Juz completed my final report.... waiting to send over to my company....

Its working time

2005-09-22T10:47:00.000+08:00

Exams was finally over, i duno how much i have screwed up, but no matter wat, i had tried my best... Its all up to fate n destiny le...

ITP started on the 19th of sept, we reported to GV PS at 9am, had a long talk for 2 hrs, b4 we were send to our locations, so we went to tampines, work till 5.25, den we r allow to go off, went bac to town n join adel for her bdae celebration. GV is totalli fun, but very tiring, but no matter wat, shall make full use of the skills i have learnt here, coz its not everyone will noe how to do it de...

Todae is my off dae... Tml shall b a tough dae till the end of next week, but its more fun gg on... hehe...

Saw jian wen's gf, omg she is totalli so pretty n so skinny, serious, n she gt a very nice pair of eyes n dimples... envy sia...

The last Lap

2005-09-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

Its the last lap for my 3rd semester. I am so tired... IEF, AAA, PMKT and EC is cleared le... Hopefully can pass, and can get more than C grade. Praying hard. OM is the the last paper... Finally, after so much hardships this semester, trying to survive... I hope OM can do well....

ITP gg to start soon, very soon, I dun realli mind, just hope everything would be ok, and everyone can b understanding.

I need motivation

2005-08-31T07:38:00.000+08:00

I need motivation. I wan to study...I wan to exercise... Y i dun have the determination. Its wednesdae of the week, counting down to 10 days to my big exams. N i m still slacking ard? omg, this is very serious. When m i gg to wake up a study?...

Went sch ytd to go for the itp talk. It was juz wat i had expected. Coz its not my first time working le. But mayb ITP is the first time i m kena graded... But nvm, juz like wat the lecturer saes, we r bound to learn sth frm there? What abt learning how to eat popcorn n selling popcorn at the same time? lol, dat will b a task to learn for multi tasking w/o getting caught....

It is a muz to thanx adel, for helping us to register for the ITP, if not who noes which wulu place i will b posted to, n wat kena pay i will get, n how it will reflect in my portfolio in future?

Hmm... had been gg back sch to 'study' but lack of the motivation n had slacked ard. onli manage to read thru a few chapts of ief nia. Shall start on EC for todae. N finish EC once n for all... lol. Coz EC gt 2 daes to revise after the pmkt paper leh... So y bother so much now? Main thing is my OM, IEF n AAA, as well as pmkt, these modules cannot fail, or at least try to score better.

TMl is the last lesson for biz equitte, which is also teacher's dae. Shall miz Ms Zarina... But no worries, i believe we can alway c her after her delivery when she came back to sch. Tml have a presentation, weightage 30%. OMG, coz its determining our grade le...

1st mth

2005-08-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

todae its the first mth... ytd was the 100th dae... everything is so fun... had rock n roll in sch... N i enjoyed myself a lot. Had haigen das, and pasta mania for dinner todae.... so much sia... yummy....

These few daes had been slping 5 to 6 hrs nia... coz chiong pmkt, finally its done todae... Tml i shall start my revision le... muz realli study hard le... off to bed soon, damn tired

Slpy

2005-08-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

It had been very busy for me for the past few weeks, especially last few daes. Pmkt haven do yet, n the project is gg to be dued. I realli missed the times doign projects wif adel, everything is so in time n relaxing. Haiz... I juz hope things would get better, and i m trying to study harder now...

Went to do a bit of pmkt start up. Den went bugis and a lot others places, walked a lot of wrong routes, cant blame, i m a known road idiot. Hahaz... sori to make u walk so much wif me... But realli enjoyed my dae wif you....

tired

2005-08-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

Had been 4 daes since i last blogged. Was damn busi lately. Last saturdae, went to help out in heritage walk, a new event in Singapore. was quite fun, gt some experience... I had a whole dae of flu dat dae, damn xing ku...

Sundae, is the first time in my entire life, dat i went back to sch n do project, somemore from 8am to 6pm sia... damn hiong lor... but manage to finish the Ec site, wif onli new acct n shopcart gt pro, dat was easily done by my tutor... i muz realli thank my bestie Adelaide, she came to sch juz to help us lor... Thanx to her, we r able to complete, if not me eldora n kyrie can cry le...

Mondae, ytd, went bac to sch, pigotong was feeling sick, so dint come sch together, den went on help dem do database after sch... nth much...

Todae, went to OM lecture after so many weeks... haha, somemore wif TB01 pple... first time... in whole sem, haha, sem is ending le leh... Pigotong is on MC whole dae... sad... Went BA conference wif dem, i m motivated to do well, but lata realise i cant get into any Uni at all, coz i gt Ds, kena wan to gif up... but nvm, juz work hard as usual, at least equipped wif a dip den sae, my future route is still in the mist, i wan to go uni, but cant, hopefully i can go into NIE den...

jogging

2005-08-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went jogging at last after so many mths, i wan to have flat tummy, slim arms n legs... Glad to have you to exercise wif me, giving me the motivation. Finished elearnin ytd... all i have now is EC and pmkt project, n studying for the exams... I wan to do well... I wan to... Ya, i wan to, coz i have bet wif myself n adel... hahaz... praying my AAA would me well, coz i had tried my best

National dae

2005-08-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day, to all singaporeans and Singapore.... hahaz, this yr celebration was the best, went into residental area, we do not nid to travel all the way to stadium, have ample space n unlimited fun... I went yishun... damn nice the fireworks!

Todae oso our second week... So qiao... Dont get affected by others, we shld trust one another...

Tml AAA test... n i haven do my AAA tutorial... y ngee ann so bad de... todae natio'n's bdae, shld let us celebrate for our nation wat, show we r proud to b singaporeans... lidat we cant celebrate lor... so bad... Hai... I wan to do well tml... praying hard, I muz get at least a B, my target.... Praying...

cool

2005-08-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

Everything is fine again, i will treasure u more...

My family is filled wif martial arts backgrd, qigong, nigado, taewondo n karate... bro learnt tkd n karate... the other dae his fren took his d&t model tortoise, he demanded his fren to return to him, but the guy refuse, so my bro snatched back... the guy claimed his arm dislocate, èveryone sae its my bro fault... haha, den after X ray its out, there is nth wrong... haha, the teacher told the whole claz "next time dun take Jia Rui's belongings"... haha, there is fear sia...

Sounds so similar... reminds me of my secondary daes where i get into fights, sis although gt matrial arts backgrd, she gt a very strong n pwerful command of language power, so no one dare to offend her oso... she is pro sia... hahaz...

This is the joke of the dae...

cried

2005-08-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

I cried... ... duno y... Mayb cant take the pressure, from sch work n alot of rs pros... I dun wan to lose u... U r the second person i cried for...

Y? Y muz wednesdae be the 10th, isit the fate to b on the 10th? i duno, i dun wan history repeat again... i hate myself, realli hate myself for being a failure in life, studies, even in frenship...

Todae, i juz lose a fren... y bad things comes all the way... Since u chose ur gf over me a fren, even though we are past, even though i dun have any intention or wont even have any intention to come between u two, we r fated we cant even b frenz... its sad to lose u as a fren

Its onli two daes, n i might have alrd lose the two person dats impt to me now n before...

Wednesdae is AAA test, realli no mood to study now...

fireworks

2005-08-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

Went watch fireworks wif alvin, mich, xav, kris n jason on 6th aug... first time in my life wif dem... Its nice... realli... n i cherish the times spent wif dem...

I dun wan to lose u... realli, but do we have a choice? wat happen is not how we can control, mayb we r too emotional... wats meant to b is meant to be...

Did EC project in sch... almost pull my hair out...

Its a memorable yet painful dae...

unhappy

2005-08-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

I m very unhappy lately... or i would sae esp todae... I m very tired. Had my ief presentation todae, juz to be told my synosis gt plagarism problem, might fail... haiz.... put in so much effort woah...

Den my studies realli sux to hell, plus gt a bit argument wif pigotong todae, hai... no choice, mayb i too impulsive... I gt to do so many things a week, my IS project, EC project have to b done by todae, den pmkt oso haven done, gt to be done next week, next week oso gt AAA test, realli lack of time n energy...

I dun have much time for pigotong lately, sori... i realli wanted to pei u.. but both of us r too busi... sori...

in sch

2005-07-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

in sch currently blogging... did the EC part in these two daes... haha, still gt 3 more workshop to go... but nid to show my grp mates first... Thanx to my pigotong, my webby looks better wif the flash logo... hehe... thanx thanx... OM project is done for now, juz nid editing n finalisation... so freaking busi...

Adel did her ief presentation todae... mine is next week, i seriously hope dat i can do well for it... realli, coz i nid this project to help me to pass... yup...

Blissful is wat i can sae for me for these few daes... :) even though sch work realli sux, but i m happy when i c the face dats so familiar to me... *grins...

Tml is sat, have to go sch n do EC again, or rather study oso... cant make it at home...realli...

I love pigotong

2005-07-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

I luv my pigotong, so nice... haha

Todae second dae, oso ben teo's bdae, happy bdae ben... They went steamboat at marina after sch, but i cant go, hai...so sad... missed out the fun...N i miss pigotong... haha. Todae i made breakfast... haha nan de...

Tml i m gg to sch for my first business equitte. haha, jzu went thur the name list, saw there is 19 pple, den 12 i noe... so qiao... looking forward to it... so fun...

i love

2005-07-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

yoyo... Gt bac my results for 3 modules... not bad, all pass, onli satisfied wif my EC, n very unhappy wif my OM... i could have done better, if i dint delete the table of records... hai... wasted...

Todae is a special day, n i m realli happy, thanx for wat u have done for me... besides todae, this mornign i also receive a phone call from kaiyan, at 6.15am, to inform me of her successful delivery of her cute daughter ytd afternoon 4pm... wahoooo... so many lucky things this week... looking forward to seeing her baby ger, mayb wanna b her god mum... depends, or god sis... lol... coz me n her mum so gd sisters

Went park todae, had a great time together... thanx for the presents and flowers...

my results

2005-07-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

Finally gt my results for ief... it was so frightening, at least i pass, i dun hope for much... haha... realli put in a lot of last minute effort last week... next few weeks would b battle... jiayou sia...

Todae stay in sch finish ief ppt discussion, den did a bit of EC, but sad is EC have to redo again... sad sia... Nvm, we shall all b pros in dreamweaver... not onli weaving webpages... haha...

reformated my com ytd, coz i realli cant stand it, keep hanging for up t0 7 times ytd, pissed me off... realli... so i reformated it... hmm...

finally

2005-07-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

Its finally the end of the common test... i m sooo tired... think i had screwed up most of my papers...

Congrats to adel n daryl to b couple number 1 in spain, bob n eve to b couple no. 2... gd luck to dem...

21st was kendrick n ct bdae... due to comon test, we did not celebrate, but instead did a belated one on fridae...we were pros... went to get the gifts after our pmkt, noeing we gt early paper the next dae.. haha, but it was realli fun...

i gt into deep shit on fridae... hai... but nvm... i can brave thru it de...

finaly

2005-07-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

the long awaited time... in 2 more hrs... i hope she will b happy...

I m very tired, woke up at 4.45 to go sch at 7am... had Om test at 8.30, damn early lor... zzzz.... My ief realli sux... cant do at all... I realli dun understand i m i doing this semester... help! i nid dat motivation to study... haiz.. hopefully ba...

Congrats to bob... Better b gd to her... hahaz... jia you...

story sharing

2005-07-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

Its all abt u dat i care... Story sharing was nice, sharing experience, hoping to gain sth or learn sth to understand one another better. Present n past r diff, learn from ur past n treasure ur present for the future...

Todae had my first common test paper for this semester, AAA. Its so difficult... hai... study till very late at fren's hse todae, den went over fren's hse in the morning todae oso... hai, nvm, its over... Next is OM, i gotta die hard for it, muz work extreme hard le... yup, dats wat i going to do, study hard...

Cant wait for this semester to end soon, coz i m realli busi, after CT so much projects n tests to chiong, i nid a break... Stressed up... how ar... someone help!!!

Gotcha someone saw me n alvin in town, pls la, we wif adel oso lor... dun anyhow crap... thanx... somethings muz wait n u will noe...

happy

2005-07-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

A happy ger carries her smile everywhere.... hehe...

Although out of the BAoc team, it was saddening, but there is gd points also... I have let fate do the choosing for me, n i wun regret...

Coming fri common test start le... omg, its so fast, time flies... muz jia you... add oil add oil

tired

2005-07-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired... i havent start revising or studying... ytd suppose to study, but end up went west mall n town pei kendrick n alvin choose their ties... guys can b troublesome once in a while, so its understand... gt leg pain from the walkings...

todae morning woke up at 6.30, went sch for the communtiy service of NP, tired lor, but noe new frenz, den pei adel shop in town a while, went to find my frenz in expo, den went bac to town for adel again. Was looking for bdae presents for my father n frenz... realli duno wat to get... oso getting myself a formal top... finally 3 of us found a top dat is like so nice... n another shirt dat was claimed dat i m cute in dat... still considering... coz i nid to consider if there is better types anywhere ard for me to get my hands on it... reach home at 11 plus... tired... Had Ajisen for lunch, pasta mania for dinner, n chicken soup for supper, i m gg fatter... Help! pls stop tempting me wif food, i seriously n urgently nid to lose weight...

tml gg ponggol park jog... is my mum's new rule for the family, but its alright for me, take this opportunity to shake off some calories, hopefully some fats as well... yup...

Todae suppose to b the results of the sco de, but so far, we dint get any news of it, so i think we r out of it... hmm, there r pros n cons to it...

I miss u... realli....

Interview

2005-07-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

Had interview todae... First step into the room, saw ck face, started luffing... he oso... haha then the whole process damn fun...coz of crappy alvin... the envirnoment from tense to easy going... haha... he gt his way sia...

So much projects gonna due soon, where can i find the time to do? hai.... realli tired, everydae slp onli 6 hrs... tired tired...

yay

2005-07-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

At least u bothered... n jealous means u cared... Thanx...

Tml is the interview for SCO... Hope n want to get in... coz i wanna try my leadership style... Even though i noe its hard, but walking towards my goal is possible... I noe somethings might have to b delayed or wat, but i believe if there is trust, nth is impossible..

Test coming.... n i have no mood to study.... ar!!!!! I wan to concentrate... how? i m behind scheldue... haiz....

To everyone who still thinks otherwise, me n alvin are not attached... m i clear? we are very very gd frenz...

I m happy

2005-07-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

I m happy lately... Even though was very stressed over the tight scheldue of work... Started reading my textbook n studying le... Was glad n happy to have my frenz wif me...

Tml i m gg to study ief tb... muz study finish by tml.Haven done the AAA tutorials yet, stressed!!! haiz...

Life is unfair, but it will gif a chance to everyone, it depends on us if we wans to accept it...

happi

2005-06-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

finished my IS presentation todae... wore formal... n first time in the sem, probably the last time this sem, i would reach sch at 8am... haha. I will missed the IS module...Love it so much lor... the wonderful clazmates, wonderful teacher, n gd module contents... Plus my crappy mates in dat claz... woahooooo.... The presentation was kinda screwed... coz my lappy gt technical pro in the middle of our presentation... but nevertheless, we alrd tried our best...

happy day todae... spent almost the whole dae wif the the IS grp... den went for something after claz... a nice day to b spent ..... :)

Project chiong

2005-06-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

Chiong projects ar...... Projects dateline in everyweek from now... presentations, common test.... Oh gosh... stressing.... I nid more time... to study, i mean study not revise my OM, AAA n IEF... coz i had not been listening much in lectures...

These few daes, esp todae, had been staying in sch n chiong project... todae i stay in sch library for like 5 to 6 hrs doing the insight to china project... after my duration of project room ended, went to each-a-cup in library to take a break n continue doing, but was quite shock to c so many SCs there, gt Eugene, CF, Huilin, Alvin, Bob, kendrick, Ben Teo, Adel etc... Its like ard 4 grps doing projects, pple whom i noe... haha, bomb each-a-cup? bleah*

Tml is wednesday.. thurs is approaching... presentation day, n the last day for dat IS... I will miss crapping wif my grpmates... Sori guys if i had been to nasty during project, coz i m serious when it comes to work, work means no slacking...

Initial D was nice... Most importantly, its the first time i watched movie wif the SCs, n wif adel oso... yea... nice n funny show... (Hey guys, dun ever let ur nose bleed esp after seeing gers, if not it will flow once every mth....) lol... Application to the joke... lolz....

haiz

2005-06-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

Fridae is Ana birthday, after marketing claz, we went to celebrate for her at atrium. Dat dae, my marketing grp mates all wear red n white.. so coincidence sia... hahaz...

Sat, I went gor' hse study, suppose to study, but cant resist temptations... in the end read newspapers n talk craps...

Sun, todae, slack at home, mum went malaysia wif grandma... dad stay at home pei us... went do survey wif adel in the evening... kena rejected n asked for numbers a few times... sick lor, guys are always guys... totalli no mood to study...

Tml sch starting, sch boys n gers all returning bac to sch... bus gonna b packed like hell... n my fren is gg to b sick... praying hard...

I miss...

2005-06-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

Juz bac not long ago... very tired... dint slp the whole nite ytd. Coz was too noisy for me to slp. Todae is Ana bdae, happy bdae Ana... Haiz... a grp of crappers went camp over weekends leh, no one to crap wif me liaoz... sian... meaning is HW n fully concentrating time... One thing i muz make clear: Alvin n I are single. We are juz gd frenz... dun think too much... Comeon we all frenz, if anything will tell u pple de...

bad mood

2005-06-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

in extremely bad mood todae :(... everything so far, far beyond my touch... Had ief n AAA tutorials, i dun understand at all. Firstly, its my own fault i wasnt paying attention, n i dint do my tutorials, secondly, the tutors cant b bothered wif us, no matter wat qn i ask, the answer is not satistfactory to overcome my queries.

den i saw royston outside LT45. Its alrd 3 mths plus I dint c him le... i was very shocked n unexpected to c him... Ever since the break i dint see him le. It juz reminds me of something, making my mood worse. After claz, i went library to do my insight to china thing... damn shag... did until 7 plus den leave sch...

Sometimes i would think, y shld i b the happy person n making everyone happy? y cant i b the quiet ger? hai... somethings in life are too profound to b understood. i wan elaine, kristen n mich... Miss dem...

I miss you

2005-06-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

I miss someone... my frenz... I m glad i have the SCs wif me, pple like kendrick, bob, alvin, adel... blah blah blah... haha, was dead busi dis few daes, doing projects n assignments, a lot projects date line soon... haiz.... so sad...

These two daes had a lot of things to do, was quite busi... lata still gt to print my AAA stuffs n do AAA tutorials... Tata...

I love dem

2005-06-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

I enjoy time wif the spainards... haha, We gotta have a bbq this coming thurs... looking forward...

I went to sentosa wif dem ytd, reached ard 11am onli saw kendrick, den we waited for 10 mins for ben to come, poor cf gt red eye cant come, den waited for 20 mins for adel n darryl, went subway for lunch while waiting for rizal, den went hawker centre n wait for alvin n bob to arrive, n dat was alrd 1pm...

Went in sentosa was damn a lot pple... so we find a spot in palawan beach n play frisbi... keep knocking into pple... den the rest went into the sea for a swim, i decided to acc alvin coz he gt injuries, but eventualli we still join the rest in the water... After the swim we went play fribi again, had a match, 4 agt 4... hehe... saw adel's sis, pretty little ger, she injured n she is a lucky ger, the SCs kindly attended to her injuries... haha... we oso crossed the bridge n went up the tower, had a gd scenery... N i realised adel n darryl a bit pei... but too bad... haha... jkjk We went PS after dat, suppose to mit cf at 7pm, but in the end we reached at 8pm, so sori to cf.... had dinner at bk den we went shop a while, den went paradiz centre for pool, but was too crowded, so bo bian... went home first coz i gt curfew...

Todae is father's dae. In the dae time i went studying wif fren, den at nite pei family... juz bac not long ago... Happy father's dae daddy...

Tml is mondae... plus ief... dead big time... haha...

I love the spain

2005-06-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

I love the spainards... Simply love dem a lot... addictive... Gg sentosa wif dem tml, hope i will b happier n have lots of fun tml...

I m glad i have a very gd fren wif me every time i m feeling down, thanx sia... hehe...

enlightened

2005-06-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

I m enlightened. a happier ger den ever. Haha, was glad everything came to an end, wif a satisfactory answer. :)... Staying happy is the most impt thing...

Looking forward to this sat, but i m afraid when evening come by... den... hai... :(

Happy ger

2005-06-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

I m a happy ger... realli happy... Certain things i dun wan reveal now, will tell as time goes by... Haha...

Todae i found out how to install AAA le, alvin helped me, if not i will die, not knowing how to install it. thanx thanx.

hmm... gg to do tutorials le... will update next time...

I m a pig

2005-06-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

I m such a pig... ate soooo much these few daes, realli a lot a lot...

Ytd went out wif SC after claz, went holland V for lunch... or rather high tea ba, all of us ate different kinds, den sharing ard, feeding one another, sharing saliva... haha, no wonder all sick at the same time... Btw i had sth dat has very nice ice cream toppings, but the strawberry is tooo sour, >.<... Adel's orders was fantastic... actualli most of us ordered were great, except for poor euguene... He was disappointed at at his orders, the onli thing dat brighten up his day was the chicken pie...We played games in the coffee club, den i kena most of the forfeits sia... sian diao... so sway...

We went town frm there, stopped at heeren, coz Bob wans to get his com mouse, walked ard, 8 of us took a neoprint... damn squeezing sia... expected me n adel muz stand in front, my face so big... lol... still waiting for alvin to scan den i can upload le... wahaha... We had dinner at marche, it was not even like 2 hrs away frm our lunch... wat a pig. I had salad, it was nice... The food was nice, but the place was too messy, wif the weird lightnings n a lot pple, making me had headache n not much appetite...After dinner it was like 9 plus le, ard time for us to go home le. We hang ard taka den went off at 10pm... The guys were discussing who to send us bac... so weird ar, gt 4 guys n 3 gers leh... wats so difficult... lol, juz let us go home ourselves... haha... but they are juz kind hearted n caring souls...

Todae sat, stayed at home. Wanted to go to Ben's hse for mahjong wif those Scs, but its in the West, todae is sat, i dun wan travel all the way down to the west sia... plus i tot of gg mich's hse study de, but she ended up gg to sch wif xav, so bad of xav to take her away for todae.. I slacked at home the whole dae, wasnt feeling well. Ate a lot at home too, had beancurd, bee hoon, dumplings for lunch... oh my god, dats so much.... next sat gt sentosa outing, den all my fats.... hai... muz do exercise liao....

Happy

2005-06-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

I haven been understanding this whole week lecture, die le... Projects deadline coming soon, haven even started, omg... Todae juz did the insight to china presentation, i was the first to present, damn sux...

Tml is fridae, finally.... I can do my homework n rest for the week... Mayb will jio someone out, mayb mich or someone available to come out to study, coz once i at home i will slack.. haha... Struggling to juggle my studies...

Spain

2005-06-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

Spain is full of passion, full of fun, cheers n meeting ups. I simply enjoy being wif the spainards.

Update: last sundae post i forget sth, On fridae i went orchard wif greece pple, marlini, their pagnent ger n japan pagnent ger, I so lucky gt chio bus wif us... lol... More lucky gt to see Danny, dat cute MC guy in most gers eyes, haha. chatted wif him a little abt the Business Studies course. He's a pretty boy sia...

3rd week of sch started le, for these two daes, realli a lot of coincendence happening, in which one of it is i was glad i was wif adel during lecture, so nan de... I was happy these two daes, haha... :)

Tml ief n aaa tutorials le, but i haven do... hopefully eldora will rmb to do for me AAA, coz dats realli impt... N die la actualli is onli AAA n ief duno how do, now plus OM le... jialat. This thurs gg to have presentation for the insight to china, omg, heng i finish long ago le... if not jialat muz chiong le...

siansation

2005-06-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

Help!!! I nid help for my ief n aaa... AAA chapt 2 is driving me nuts... ief is a bit ok after reading the tb, but the tutorial qns makes no sense to me...

After 3 weeks plus, i went see my gor again. This means dat i had been great busi for the past 3 weeks. Went to seek help frm him for AAA, but apparently coz the notes arnt sufficient enuf for him to understand, he couldnt help me much... Went his hse first, den his ex came oso, his ex looks so much like my fren valerie, someone i knew in taekwondo last time, but she's not.

I m realli very very tired... dead tired. but mayb dats the price to pay for sth gd. Spain rwks, had been conferencing wif dem for a few times, so fun, crapping ard talk rubbish. I had 3 projects wif 3 diff grps, fantastic rite? lol, duno which to start wif for the moment.

I have made my goal, to score at least a C, n at least 3 ADs this sem. N b4 my 18th bdae, i muz slim down to 42kg. Yes! this is my target.

Workin lata.... Tata...

Cool

2005-06-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

Ytd went steamboat wif the SCs n some freshies... damn tired after claz, but juz went coz i wan to relac frm all the stress... Ate frm 7pm to 10 plus, den dun feel like gg home so earli, tot of gg suntec, but we couldnt find our way there, stuck in a park for a long long time, plus the humidity n my night blindness, walking on rocky areas was quite a hard time for me, but i love it, its nature n best part is can walk together wif the SCs.. hehe, this thing i posted ct n ana duno de,haha coz they went home le...

Past few daes was juz studying n studying... I cant understand wth is IEF, desperately nid more attention n time to b spent on dat subject, but the thing is i have no time... Hai... nvm... Time can b managed. is whether i wan or not.

Grp in our project grp, was glad dat eldora, kryie, sam n daniel could grp themselves together n starting afresh, giving one another a chance. But I m realli pissed n unhappy wif someone else. I juz dun understand y she did dat to me, but the pt is not dat i dint do my projects or wat, if u wan to noe if i gt do my past projects or not, u can jolly well go n ask adel or eliza, or even emily n daniel lor. The way she treat is like dun even wan to gif an ans, at least if she prefer another in her grp, she can tell me straight so i dun nid to keep asking her. Make things oso duno how to make things clear. Fine! U dun wan me i oso dun nid appreciate u, the thing is now not u dun wan me, is i despised ur way of handling things. not clear cut, wasting time, wan b business pple? wait long long, time is golden... YL ask me if i can gif everyone a chance, i did but someone juz duno how to appreciate it... The person will regret... Realli...

Apart from dat, due to dat 'WONDERFUL' lady, i grp myself wif some very kind lads in TB01, chatted wif some of dem in very small conversations, found they quite friendly, but they are very clever oso. Cant believe lor, one of the gers frm China, scoring 3.5 GPA lor, OMG, i m jiayou le. Haha, Until now all my 3 project grps all diff pple, die liao, will b damn tough, but nvm la, gt more interaction wif pple den will widen my circles of frenz.

Ytd at steamboat hear those in TB09 disucssing abt IEf n grping for projects, was sad dat adel was left out, juz like me... mayb certain pple dun like our style of doing things, but the thing is y not try n accept how others is doing? mayb it might suit u. This is y i m willing to do new trys n giving pple chances. Adel, dun worry, u still gt me giving u moral support, they dun wan u is their lose, realli. i can tell the rest now, if u pple gt adel in ur grp, it will NEVER B A REGRET, coz she will share the happiness and sadness wif u. She will do more than her part wif she sees u doing ur part in the project.But NVR EVER SlACK when work is given. Serious means serious work. She is not juz a project mate, if u n her click, she might b ur soulmate, juz like she n junie

For those who thinks he or she is of high demands, den let her b high demands, coz wat the person sees is juz the present life. Stand in others pt of u, on how they regard u, wats their opinion when u do this decision. If u think u r right, no guilty. If not, pls make some amendments b4 its too late. Cant blame others for ur own fault.

yippee

2005-05-31T20:34:00.000+08:00

managed to change my tuition time for tis thurs, so.... dat means i can go out wif the SCs... Wahaha... tml goin to b a long long hell dae, working... sian...

First week for tutorials, quite ok la for until todae... Haha i guess i m one of the lucky ones who gt Mr Lee for our ief claz instead of the stressing lecturer.. Heng ar... but i hope Mr Lee can teach well... This week lecture for ief i finalli can understand, but hor, dat AAA still like alien language...

Tml gotta work again... Y m i working so much now? coz... when holis can go to the country i wan to go... haha, oso i gt a lot of things i wanna buy, so muz have enuff... I dun like to take frm parents, though my parents allow la, but will feel guilty de leh... Rather work on my own, use oso happi n no regrets...

I met the Tb01 pple todae, wah... ask dem qn dint get an ans leh... hmm, mayb tml den we ask dem again... dey like so clever de lor...I muz jia you n work harder, i dun wan b the last in dat claz... nono, not me...

omg

2005-05-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

OMG.... Todae i saw my secondary sch mate, after almost 2 yrs... she is like... changed so much, last time she is almost twice the size of mine, now she is like half of me lor... so skinny n pretty, envy... i oso wan... but not so extreme la...

These two daes b gd girl at home pei family, accompany dem, n doing my tutorial qns... Its so hard lor, coz i realli gt a lot dun understand, esp IEF n AAA, very STRESSSSSS.... fri slp very little, coz stay up the nite to do assignment for ecommerce n insight to china...

This sat is mich's bdae, gg to buy her present tml... This yr hmm think gt sth to line up but oso duno will do it ma... hehe, shhh dun wan put here, lata mich see it...

Tml gt sch le... so tired... my tuition life coming to end coz i wan to study better... tml i muz finish my ief n aaa tutorial le... MUZ... Waiting... waiting...

Miss...

2005-05-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

Todae is finalli fridae... finalli, after 4 daes of study n very busi daes... tml is sat, muz do tutorial... realli no life lately... hai, mich gt xav, elaine busi wif sch, kris gt jason, adel n i diff claz, me have no life leh.. I nid Life...

Todae had ief claz, wah... so stress, wat the lecturer said was like alien language to me, how ar? i gt such bad marks for micro lor, still telling me such things, omg, i desperately nid to understand ief and AAA... so chim lor... Sob sob, further more i m temporary left alone in the world, haiz... In my inner world alone...

Projects n assignments coming up... Hope to b in same grp wif tb13 pple... even though nvr work b4 can try lor, coz is juz misunderstanding between us, coz for no reason, adel can accept me, eliza can accept me, whereby they spent a lot time wif me esp during sch period last 2 sem, so much clickings, so i believe if i m given a chance to work wif dem, they will c the other side of me lor... but, certain things is unpredictable, juz hopin... running out of luck

Yippee

2005-05-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

Yippee...

Lets start wif a extreme gd news, my buddy in ngee ann is attached... Yoz... hehe, adel is attached le, hope her bf can realli treasure her n love her lots...

Damn tired todae n ytd... both daes went work after sch, dint realli gt to bond wif tb13 pple, though i promised i would try my best to change n adapt so dat the claz would b better... Sori guys, coz i m realli busi, n i can c u pple are busi wif ur freshies, therefore i cant realli bond wif u pple for the time being...

Sch had started, realli not used to the earli waking up, tutorial hw n stuffs, plus the super packed bus in the morning... Past 2 daes go sch, oso saw jerry, he lived ard hougang oso, dint noe sia... seemed like a lot SCOs are living ard here oso, damn admired his spirit more, coz live so far still so much committments...

Accting is difficult, marketing sounds fun, OM is boring... wat can i sae? study is boring yet fun at times if i like it... I hope, i m praying, my new project grp would b a gd one, no matter how much effort i nid to put in, i juz hope the grp would b better, n more fun den adel's grp wif me, always wan things to b better in life... I WILL B A BETTER PERSON THIS SEMESTER ONWARDS...

Happy

2005-05-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Todae i went temple to pray, den went to aunty hse at amk, heard frm elaine, den went out wif her, mich, xav n two other guys... was freaking pissed, duno y, juz dat mayb mich wif xav neglect us den their actions reminds me n elaine of our failures in our past relationships, so we were very quiet the whole dae...

Ytd stayed at home the whole dae, n slack... Den sat went eldora hse bbq, was rainin, but we insisted on bbq, so we actualli bbq on the table... When TA2o9 came, i did a bit of cooking, coz their SBs nid to entertain them, but was pissed when on of dem mentioned abt how ununited we were in front of the freshies, seemed like washing dirty liners in the public, shld ve spared a tot for the reputation of TB13 lor... Was so pissed plus dun have much pple staying over, so i dint wan to stay over...

Tml sch starting, hope n pray i will have a team of gd project mates to chiong wif me... I miz adel.. I miz banner team, i miz the times we had during the orientation, most imptantly, i miz TB13 n my best frenz...

Spainards, The Best

2005-05-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

Finalli, the 3 daes orientation had came to a close... The best Orientation grp goes to............ PASSIONATE SPAIN.... haha was damn happy n high ytd.. Alrd our freshies were very quiet during the cheering, but we seniors cheered n participated... Haha, n the best SC goes to........... Chee Kian, the hero of the banner team.. Haha, i strongly believe dat spain can win, is becoz of the effort we had put in in the performance, our banner, our decor, our IDs.. So all spainards SCs had realli put in a lot effort to win the best prize... even though the winning was nth much, but its a recognition to our past 2 mths of efforts... Banner team, u are the best... Yeah!!!

Ytd the whole orientation ended at ard 6 plus, we cleared most of the freshies, leaving the SCs n the performance tb04 ard... Was realli high, spainards were the big winner, so we were cheering all our mights wif all the cheers we have gt... Haha, we went bukit timah plaza pizza hut, at atrium dat time we alrd called in to book 50 seats coz we gt 50 pple, wow a lot sia... when going in to the pizza hut, saw enginnering pple there oso, haha seemed like the pizza hut belongs to Ngee Ann... We had our meal, fun, cheers... We played a game n poor adel was sabo to kiss someone... hai... den that someone foot the bill coz he wanna treat, wan to return him money oso dun wan...

After pizza hut, we went to bomb KAP, joining France there,wow, was realli a lot of pple... Blues n Reds... The other customers they saw us oso move to the side, dun dare sit wif us... Played the same game as we played at pizza hut, this time me kena... hai... but was realli a lot of fun todae...

For wat i can conclude frm all three daes of orientation, Spainards realli put in a lot of effort n we know more abt teamworking n bonding together...

Todae is a sat, having a long holis ahead den sch will b starting on tues... Todae i m gg to eldora hse for TB13 last gathering b4 our spilt, hopefulli all can come...

Spain Oei.... BA oei....

2005-05-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

A few daes dint blog le... was damn tired until dint even come online... let me recap...

Mondae, we sch paint the arena, I M PROUD OF THE BANNER TEAM n those helpers... We did it! We worked frm 9am to 8pm in between an hr break finishing the 8 by 3 m painting, COOL! damn great work, coz last fridae we onli painted 1m by 3 m in a dae... We pia all our way on mondae, clap clap... Went KAP have dinner again...

Tuesdae, we mit in sch wif all the other SCs wif our SCO, went to exam hall to set up the arena n help in the decor... haha collected my t-shirt, the right size for me... One sentance to sae " Spainards, u did a great job!' haha, realli, we realli did our best i think we are the best... We went home at ard 9 plus lor, shag sia...

Wed, mit our freshies, kena the morning slot, so came at 8am lor, damn hell earli... Drank lots n lots of water, ard 4 bottles of 600ml... Our freshies are enthu, but nid warming up, ytd the accounting grp dint do dat well, in the afternoon we helped the other SBs wif their freshies, all the SBs damn high lor... WOAH!!!

Thurs, todae... reached sch at 7.20am, woah...we had games dae, cool woah! Heng our freshies warmed up todae, n all our games station we are earli... Tell me tell me whose the best? Spainards Spainards is the best! Enjoyed ourselves, thanx SBs, n our dear freshies... Muacks... Was quiet high, haha i was wondering, isit the freshmen orientation or the senior's fun time? haha coz the seniors were so high woah... After the games, we went convention centre the freshies gt a talk, the seniors all sat behind, most slping there, all too tired...i m one of dem, beside me choon tong oso slping, haha his slping way, damn cool, gt candid shot by alvin sia... bet he oso duno leh, all the SBs had a gd luff... lol... Ended quite early todae, ard 3 plus ended le, i went for tuition... Tml will b the last dae of orientation, so sad... I will missed all the fun we had...

typo

2005-05-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

the previous blog i gt some typo in it, edited liao, coz i was smsing my gor when blogging, so wasnt realli paying attention to it, den somehow, typed wat was meant to tell gor de into the blog unnoticed, brain n hand hard to coordinate la...so gt double typing...

Todae sundae le, one more week of holis, orienation coming up, fun is coming... I love it lor... Ytd chatted wif adel, she told me she dreamt of banner team, me too leh, how come ar, compare the dream oso the same de... WAHH!!! haha mayb lately i spent more time wif banner team den wif anyone else, den plus the work load damn stressing yet fun, so slp oso will dreamt of us working hard in sch... Haha

Ytd went n slack, called mich to chat den she stupid de lor, guess n guess n guess oso dint guess correct where i m located, winner sia...heng she dint sae isit i at clubbing, if not i will sure smack her head, fancy playing pool at 2pm in the noon, i m not crazy n so free.

Very tired sia, todae slpt for 10 nhrs straight, woke up at 11pm todae watched tv, den go bac slp waiting for lunch to b served... haha now juz finished lunch, waiting for food to digest n i will go bac slp... Sick liao le lor, hai, muz try hard to recover b4 the orientation starts, praying praying...

I dun wan sch to start so fast... please....

Spain Oei....

2005-05-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

Haha, orientation havent started i alrd high liao... very happy although the whole dae very tired wif all the paintings... realli gt a lot of paintings to do, 8m by 3 m to paint, whereby we gt onli less den 2 daes, Banner grp rawks muz jiayou... Todae i stay in sch frm 9am to almost 7pm, den went kap wif adel n chee kian eat dinner until 8 plus, so tired sia... Adel sick leh, muz tc woah...

I dun wan to work next week... I wanna work wif banner team pia the last few daes leh, how?Missed mich they alll terribly... hai, when can the few of us go out together leh? kaiyan oso, alrd 5 mths dint c her le, this holis i realli missed a lot of things lor...

Ytd went sch for miting, help the decor team oso... next week baoc liao, but we still gt a lot undone... so very stressed... very tired le... todae shant blog much... nitez

2005-05-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

Edited me by Elyn, my fren... Nice?

!!! Help!!! I dun have voice le!!!

2005-05-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Lets recap for these two daes... Ytd slack at home until 3 plus den go mit mich n xav at tanjong pagar, suppose to go for training at prudential for the telemarketer thingy... den sat ard at tanjong pagar n talk, i c dem so ern ai so happi for dem, mich had made the right choice, at least i noe xav wun bully her (coz if he do a lot of pple will KILL him, haha!) Den he went home when our training started, we dint noe how long it would take, so wun b nice to let him wait oso...

The trainin lasted for 1 hr onli, learn quite a lot of skills, was quite satisfied, but i was very worried on the time factor, n the travelling pro, as well as my speech thing, coz i talk very fast, haha... after training we took train to city hall, walked to marina centre for our dinner, mich had nasi lemak n i had ban mian, pj gt ice kachiang.. den mich's meal was too hot until gt a bit tears on her face, they joked sae i bully her den cry, dat pj go msg xav sae she cry, xav come xin shi wen jiu at me y his dear cry, omg isit my pro? I was shocked when i saw his msg to me... Xav WU LAI WO :( we walked to suntec carrfour to buy drinks, juz a drink n walk so far... the best thing was, when paying at the cashier, pj put the money n the products she buying on the moving travelator, den the money went into the hole lor... haha so funny lor, dint gt time to stop so we waited there like idiots... lol

Todae went bac sch coz most SCs were told to go bac for some presentation thingy... so happu to c the banner team n TB13 again, miz the pple of TB13 lor... glad to heard frm eldora we going to have a bbq over her hse on 21st, thanx eldora, for ur plannings... Hope it will b realli an enjoyable 'last dinner'... Saw most of the presentations, very cool, den banner team went for luch wif our two SCOs, b4 going bac to help out in the decor team... Banner Team Cool! Tml i will b bac again... I lost my voice todae... so sad... hopefulli orientation wun lose my voice, if not i cant work liao...

Where are my chocolate chips?

2005-05-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

I nid choclate chips, those that are realli mine, n wun neglect me too much de... I realli miz my past chocolate chips...

Ytd is mother's dae, slack ard at home play wif xav n mich online pool, den plan wif daddy to gif mummy a bicycle for her gift... The bicycle is ladies type de, den gt 4 locks, can u believe? gt 4 inside the bicycle itself, omg dis is too weird...

Todae oso nth much slack ard, dint even step out of the hse... received a call asking me to go training in the midst of my nap... sian wake up le cant slp liaoz... den had been thinking on how to adjust my time for tuition oso...den the chee kien msg me sae he told choon tong to recall all banner team members to help the decor... haha, my timetable all jialat liao, meaning i no more holis liao, muz all committed le... nvm la not so sian oso, better den slacking ard at home

Tml going training, hopefulli get dat job... praying...

HaPpY

2005-05-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happy mood, for ytd n todae... But i kinda miss someone... hai..

Ytd, was a busi dae... Mornin mit Mich in Train, as usual, she is late... Cant kill her coz xav will kill me... Den mit xuejin, alvin, pj, chris at the control station... I had been suaning mich all the way, den i stopped, den alvin took over, haha, who ask she is lag lor... hehe, stupid pig brain ma...
We went for the interview, den go ate at mac, pj, was talking abt planning to bully mich on her upcoming bdae... wahaha

Den we went to Orchard, onli me, mich, alvin n xj... den we walked ard orchard, received a call frm adel telling me the modules ranking thing... Finalli... i i went taka mac to do the ranking at 4pm... Gt the course i wanted... one of dem same as adel.. but lata at nite i changed to chinese de... no choice, i preferred it better...

My tuition kid passed his english... Finalli.. haha... Happi..... but i not contented... haha hope he will have more improvements...

In all ytd was a great dae... Todae oso, coz... I lose 1 kg... haha frm all the starving i had n dieting, finalli kick off a kg... cool... but i still nid to kick off another 3 kg to my target weight, muz jiayou!!

Depressing Mood :(

2005-05-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

Very depressed lately, very confused, feel sad... Cant slp for 3 daes le, freaking tired...

Mum is not feeling well, i worried for her, at the same time i very upset wif her... Hai.. I duno, she was like complaining i was go out waste money, dun wan help out in household chores... This is like... Todae i juz step in the hse for onli 10 mins, she came bac. I gave her a smile n open the door for her, she juz start nagging at me for not helping her do things, cups duno how to clear away... Hello, dats not my cups lor... my hse the bro n sis they having exams nvm, but its their chorse lor... Ever since their exams started, i had been helping in the clothes lor n mopping the floor lor, wth, sae like i pest at home lidat... Go out oso scold, stay at home oso scold, i realli duno wat she wans...

Todae suppose go gor's hse at 11 de, but he pig slp till 12, called him 14 times den he pick up de phone, damn it sia... went over slack abt, talked n watched vcd... Bcoz of him i have to change my tuition time to tml instead...

Tml will b a busi dae, morning miting chua they all at tanjong pagar for sth, den shop ard, do my web enrolment, den go make up for tuition...busi...

@@Sori@@

2005-05-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sori to weiyang... I dun mean to let my fren's sudden appearance ytd... thanx for ya movie treat ytd... Anyway they dint took any pics, coz all cant c de... Sori...

Todae unlucki dae.. cut my fingure, den went out mich's hp low batt cant find her, make me walk all over centrept... den my interview was a failure oso.... hai... den i went teach tuition, i was wearing jeans n heels, den started to rain lor... omg, so sway... legs alrd pain le still rain.... Hai, sway sia... onli happi thing is mit nai nai... after soooo many mths lor, she is so pretty le...

Elaine went bangkok ytd, i missed her... praying dat she will b safe n sound...I miss the 'lao po's grp'... Kris, mich, elaine, somedae we muz go out together... den muz leave ur bfs at home leh... haha, sori xav u cant come le, coz u no longer our simple buddy, but a bf of my gd gf... so considered u dint mit the criteria... haha... lalalala... hehe...

1st May

2005-05-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

Todae is the 1st of may... which means i m going start sch in 23 daes time..haha... y m i counting down to sch opening ar... weirdo... hmm... lata i gg to granny's hse to celebrate mother's dae for her... going to c a lot of cousins liao...

I nid job... damn sian at home lor... mummy dun wan me to use com always, den nth much to do le... go out oso sian, coz singapore very small... any job can intro? haha... i onli wan part time type de, coz i lazy bum dun like work full...

hmm... gg out soon... continue lata...

Change of blog

2005-04-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

hmm... todae nth to do, went gor's hse for so many weeks, todae dint go... slack at home coz realli tired... The banner, 3 flags are done... n they are damn cool n artistic...

Ytd ended doing the flag n sum up everything, den 3 plus i went orchard wif adel walk walk shopping, dint buy anything, but gt her company alrd a great comfort... I den i intro her to mich n xav, haha, she commented they gt couple face, true true, they both oso very crappy... lol... Chat wif adel at coffeebean, actualli dun wan eat de, but cant resist the tempation of it, ate le very guilty... more guilty is went home den cook noodles coz suddenli hungry, ate at 11 lor, omg, so guilty... hai...haha... But was a very happi dae, coz everything was in pace, n adel n i realli chatted a lot... I cant imagine poly life w/o her leh... how?

Todae morning went c adel's frenster, c dat chee kien reply her saying she is maria i n lucy, wth... no la... smre ytd not dat we want put him there, gt ask him wan go town or not he sae wan help eypt ma... den on testi complain we leave him... haha, he kena me sae he gt mushroom head, coz his hair a lot, looks like his head very big...

Den i went to compare our timetable... hmm... looks like mostly the same, onli tutorial things diff onli... praying hard, praying dat i would get a grp whom i can work wif well n we can pia out studies together... nvr worked wif shearlane, kryie etc... those in TB01 de mostly i nvr work b4 wif, except dan... can gif it a try...

Hmm... todae ask mei mei to help me change my blogskin, i duno how to change de... i love this blogskin, its blue wordings, nice, my fave color... den the song oso... is the song theme of ' tian lun' a very touching show, i juz love this song... thanx mei mei for helping me...

Happy n sad...

2005-04-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Todae mornin met xav online, chat wif him n he keep asking me go town pei his gf... siao one... but i still went, den ask weiyang come mit me in town... i c them a bit weird liao... not like the ones i knew b4... den weiyang mit me le, we went watch pacifier, b4 dat we played pool, he damn pro in it de lor... envy sia... haha he gt teach me a bit...

Sad is becoz TB13 split le... so sad rite... i almost wan cry when i knew about it... adel oso... i diff claz frm her... we two last time said dat will stay behind in sch to do projects , to study together, now its like all gone le lor... Starting to miss her le... y? y cant me n her together for projects?

True love

2005-04-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

Finalli.... Michelle, my best fren, she is attached, wif one of my buddy xavier... congrats... they attached ytd... haha, i long ago suspect liao... coz i always hang ard wif the two of them de... now i muz not hang ar dem le... they juz started, n are quite freshies in it, muz gif dem some time alone...I oso dun wan b ligthbulb... I curse dem... curse dem to b happy n loving... hope they would b as stable as kristen n jason, n nvr the fate like me n elaine...

True love, the second pair in my grp... Me n elaine re waiting... Mayb had given up hope le, coz True love does exist, but perfect love does not... its very hard.. Mayb i juz wait till the right one comes...

Todae n ytd, as usual went bac sch, started working on the flag le... Gt two flag, the first one was TERRIBLE, but the second one was TERRIFIC... haha... Choon tong n 3 other pple worked on the first flag, n me n adel did the second flag, he wanted competition, it turns out dat our artist commended dat ours is nicer... wahaha... The wording of ' Passionate Spain' was done by me, it is very nice, the one on first flag i did a bit ytd, was destroyed, den choontong tried salvaging it, he had made it worse... haha... this is call, too many chef spoil the soup

Tml is off dae, i requested frm chootontong, coz everyone is very tired after two daes of painting, n the artist wun b ard...n tml i going for movie wif a fren, dun wan to rush lor, very tiring...

Dats all for todae blogging...

Slacker

2005-04-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

2 daes dint blog i think... actualli dun feel like blogging, coz is absoluteli nth to write about, i had been juz slacking like hell these two daes...

Firstly, fri i went bac sch, stay all the way from 10 to 5, doing the banner, painting the flower, our banner is completed... Thanx to loraine, adel, eileen law, edmund n rashid n myself... haha, coz we are in the banner grp wat... haha... RAWKS sia... the banner is damn nice, damn artist, not aggregrating. Our grp is blessed wif a artist who can make it 3D effect, cool rite... One thing to sae about the banner, its our sweat, n its SUI....

Sat, as usual, went gor hse watch vcd, slack ard, fight wif him... topid him lor... call me pig n black characoal.. i m realli very black now, esp my hands... due to the tan... Gave up fighting wif him, he guy ma... haha, best part is my nails, though juz cut, hurt him a bit, scratched him... YEAH!! haha... i so bad woah...

Sun, todae, slack ard at home... woke up at 10am lor, last nite slp ard 10 oso, omg i so pig sia... haha, took a 2 hr plus afternoon nap somemore... no wonder gor sae i getting fatter le... too bad la, is damn tired...

Tml going bac sch, again, to do the Sc thing, this time round is the flag... but i would b going late, coz i going for job interview b4 dat... hopefulli n praying hard to get the job, coz its juz a week, my desired job sia, coz i dun like consistant working... haha, wan play ma, i lazy bum mah... my mummy saes i da xiao jie de life... next time muz have a lot servants de... *wishing*

Red Lobster

2005-04-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

Went East Coast park again todae, but wif jinxiong... sit there chit chat... gt sun burn under dat scorching sun... pain lor... like red lobster liao...

Tml going sch to resume banner making process... hmm.. I miss elaine they all... Totalli no time n all for dem...

Kris attached, mich i duno Elaine lose confidence in it... hmm... mayb me oso... but i still waiting... waiting for the right one to appear...

Exercise dae.. ouch

2005-04-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

todae is exercise dae... haha... early morning wake up saw xav online... den mich online we three conference wan go where... called elaine n kris up, den they sae dun wan go out, low morale sia... eventuali, we three go out together, AGAIN...

Mit at 2pm den took bus reach there ard 3... me n xav learn skating... omg, i fell down 4 times... first time was after putting on the skates, i cant stand up, once stand directly fall... dat xav first time learner oso, he can stand up so well lor... :(den took a long time to walk to the beginner's corner... there gt a lot pros lor, still come dat corner for wat... sian 1/2. second time is walking out to the path road, the man help me, but i still cant balance still falling.. 3rd time is me n mich fall together... damn ouch lor... pain sia...fourth time is when at beginner's corner... hai... i too timid always hold on to the bar...

after skating we went 7-eleven buy drink, den decided to call elaine we going to stay at the park... we went cycle... i had knee injuries those two idiots still cycle so fast... pissed sia... after cycling for 2 hrs, we sit down by the beach n view the sky changes to darkness... took some pics by xav hp... all very sad pics... haha... i was bad mood todae ma... den we had dinner together...

tml getting results... gd luck to everyone... Hope for at least a pass in all the modules... praying hard...

Banner making...(knee cap injuries)

2005-04-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

Yo.... a few daes dint blog le... sat n sun nth much... slack at home n doing nth... todae went bac to sch to help out in the banner thing... can onli describe it to b 'sui' n our team members to b 'efficient n creative'... haha... realli realli very happy wif the outcomes of it....

Todae i did a very stupid thing... i wore jeans to paint banner... so damn stupid lor... i did b4 banner n i knew shld wear shorts... but i juz forget... so blur...sotong sia

Hmm... Saw roy's frenster status changed... Happi for him... Finalli... haha... i would sae, wish him luck n treasure dat ger ba...

Exams results releasing soon... looking forward to it... coz i realli tried my best le... if bad oso nth i can do... haha... but positively, i think shld b better den last sem...

I m Back...

2005-04-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yoyo, i m back le wor... Haha... these few daes not bad... quite fun, most imptly i got to noe eldora they all better le... hahaz

Day 1, we set off early in the morning at 6 plus, met meixing they all n board the bus n set off...Reached there ard 1pm lidat, we went check in, den realise the room is so freaking small... Changed another room which is slightly better, but the scenery is not good coz the window is facing the window of another room, in which both can c wat both did... We went to shop n walk ard, went kbox n sing, uncle come n joined us n was realli high... I lose my voice dat dae... haha... the temp wasnt as gd as expected...

Day 2, we went breakfast at mac, den went uncle decided to change room for us coz the room we slpt last nite was realli uncomfortable n i dint gt much slp, we succeeded n den met meixing's mother, saw her sis she is sooo cute... haha. I accompanied meixing to shop, wasnt quite happi dat dae... coz nt gd mood... We played theme park, haha, very fun coz dint expect one of my fren scare of playing rollar coaster, luff n luff... He sat on the cable car was practicalli holding on to the seat thruout the 5 mins.. lol..... We had thai buffet for dinner dat dae...

Day 3, haha, we had dim sum for breakfast n I did my shopping for gifts.. Den went theme park wif meixing n her sis n eldora... pei her sis to play, haha.. look after he sis is fun, but she is very notti oso... Her mother went casino wif edwin, he succeed in getting in. We met the rest of the pple at 3.30 n we went to play pool.. den meet eldora's daddy for dinner... me, sam, mx n yl went to starbucks drink coffee n talk while waiting for time to past...den we went on to mit eldora n edwin for the 11.30 sahara movie... after the movie it was alrd 1.30am... we dun wan go bac so early, so went to look at the clubs, gt polices, lata den heard gt fights... hai wasted... lol... den we went drink heniken... The temp was 16 degrees n the 6 of us went out in the weather, sit in the open n drink the heniken, each a bottle each... haha... i bad drinker, drank a 3/4 den feel face red red le... went back hotel at 3.11am, damn hot... haha... my face damn red woah...

Day 4, todae... we went for buffet breakfast.. den went play archade b4 gg bac to hotel... in hotel we were so tired dat we packed n everyone slpt... haha, den we checked out after mx called... set off home... the journey was very fast, though can reached home earlier if the driver dint keep stopping n wasting time... reached singapore at 7.20 n reached home at 9pm... damn tired... tml going gor hse pass him his present...

yeah!!! Peijin Happy Birthdae...

2005-04-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah! tml going to eldora's hse to slp... den the following dae would b genting time....haha... tml gotta wake up early to go sch for SC miting for dat BA Orientation 2005... hai... a busi dae for tml... cant online le....

Happy 18th Birthdae Peijin.... * Hugs* Dun worry worry we will mit soon.... Enjoy ur 18th year... haha, next time we can all go chiong n drink liao... I oso wan 18 yr old, n i wan every year to b 18... haha, sio navie thinking... Thanx pj, juz now went to ur blog saw u offer us job, will contact u again once i back from genting ok? I going on tues, not tml, will b baq on fridae... If u happen to c my blog, i will contact u again...

Todae stayed at home the whole dae pei bro n sis... damn sian oso... played games again... haha... Dats all for todae posting...

C u guys in 6 daes time...

Nice Dae

2005-04-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

Todae isnt dat boring... wake up damn late in the morning, den go some one's hse, watch dat vcd lor... haha, damn funny the vcd... n the anime damn cute... wahaha....

Tml is Peijin's bdae, Happy birthdae... Although noe u for almost 4 years, n always qurrel wif u n we had many many misunderstandings, u r still my fren... Though we always planned a lot celebration for elaine they all, juz couldnt get to celebrate for u, this yr oso, i can onli sae, Happy 18th Birthdae... Its alrd a very long time we dint go out, realli missed the times we two will bicker, coz our character realli the same... haha...

Tml is the last dae i will b at home b4 i will b going genting... Will miz daddy, mummy, mei n didi... n oso gor n my best frenz... coz cant sms dem for dat few daes... hai... but will enjoy the daes wif eldora they all...

Hmm... Mood Swing

2005-04-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm... todae another slacking dae for me... Went to dentist n filled two of my teeth, pain woah... spend 60 bucks on dat onli... hai... den went hougang mall walk n walk n walk aimlessli again... den went for tuition...

During tuition, i feel like slapping or killing dat idiot boi sia...he is damn notti todae... play wif his pencil n not listening to the claz... hai... no energy for him lor... Ask him do the exercises he dun wan to try... wan me gif him the ans... gif him ans he dun wan write, keep asking me a lot of rubbish... Arrr... i gif up sia...

Hai, todae mood swing lor... den dat notti gor went drink again, hai... sick n still dunno how to look after himself... Tml go his hse pei him coz he sick... damn sian, think gotta do nth but watch vcd...

SaDdEd DaRk AnGeL

2005-04-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Todae a boring dae... firstly last nite slept onli 5 hrs likdat... damn tired... Hai... den whole dae play online pool lor... den went teach tuition...

Sad dae ytd... gor n his gf broke up le... sad for him lor.. coz the ger broke wif him bcoz of parents... dats sad... N smre he sick lor, how can she do dat to him de, so bad... hai...

Todae gt a surprised n i was realli happi... coz my worries are no more le... can go genting w/o any worries... haha... But gt cramps todae... den sian lor, feel like vomitting... sick sia...

Todae dun feel like saeing much... juz lidat end first, tml if wan den add more...

Wah... Tired

2005-04-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

Shaggy todae... earli in the morning called mich to c if we still follow our plans to go out wif elaine or not... den heard dat we not going le... sad sad.. den int he end went out wif mich n xavier go find job... haha, stupid xavier dunno how to lead the way de... another road idiot, wahaha... suan him here... stupid crab, stupid dustbin...

Den we went bugis... damn sian, raining lor... walk ard parco bugis n seiyu, waiting for rain to stop, saw desmond xu zhen rong n chuan yi feng... they hosting the show ' you hua ju shuo'... the topic they discussing damn sian one lor, juz the topics we will do for O levels chinese de lor... sian lor...after dat we went the flea market n chatted wif vivian...

Den they watch the samara show... i cant watch coz its quite late show, i gt curfew lor... sad sad... haiz... saw pj's blog, quite happy for dem... todae onli bad news is from gor dat his rs wif his gf not going well... sad for dem... hai...

Piew....

2005-04-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

Two daes dint update, actualli tot is gotta b a sian dae, but these two dae quite busi...

Ytd went out wif daddy coz daddy off dae, onli i noe, wahaha... Had duck rice for breakfast, den went golden mile shopping centre mit mum had fish porridge den nite daddy cook chicken rice for us... haha, i ate all the meats in a dae... lol... ytd had a great dae out, went four places, went daddy's work place den hougang mall oso... haha...

Todae went help daddy pay the internet bills at hougang mall, den i go gan gor hse, he sick le... cough n cough, pity him... Watch vcd wif him... den i watched until too tired den fell aslp... haha, a pig can slp very fast de... den went tuition.... slpy slpy...

Tml dunno wan go where leh... haha, when boat come to an end will U turn de...lol... tml den c how lor... hahaz... now waiting for weiyang online send me pictures... damn kind guy help me unlike dat stupid xavier... bish him... wahaha

Yawnz... Zzzz

2005-04-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

Zzz... slpy sia... whole dae at home, cant imagine lor, damn slack n was toalli doing nth but playing yahoo online pool for 8 hrs, omg... cant imagine i did dat lor... Todae is Peiwen's bdae, happy bdae to her... todae sheral went genting le... hope she will have a gd time, nxt nxt week is our turn le.

This whole week totalli nth to do leh, dun feel like going out... oso no job, bus concession ended todae, this mth not buying ba, since will b away for like 5 daes lor... wasted if i buy coz holis i usualli will hang out at orchard or bugis, sure take MRT more convient.. Ytd tot of going chinablack de, but hai, still underage very ma fan n kris they all cant go... Nan de jason not ard mah, den kris can pei me go chiong... haha...Nvm, when we coming 18 we will go....

A bit sick liao, dunno is wat sick, homesick? tiring sick? or bcoz of weather sick... Realli pissed todae lor, mum at home nag n nag... not to me but to bro n sis, so noisy... den daddy home sae i very lazy, reason is coz holi i not working... wth, gt job i will work de lor, he find for me c lor... Gt job who dun wan, gt $, make frenz n can idle time away, oso dun nid listen dem nag, so many benefits...I wan a job....

Hai, this whole holis how m i going to survive? totalli no plans lor... next week peijin's bdae, all of us kinda miz her but hope is she herself can walk out of the barrier... Kris next week going pei Jason study, left me n elaine n mich liaoz, den elaine always wake up late, mum oso dun allow me go out too late... cant realli pei dem lor, oso so short time i den dun wan go out....

Tell me tell me, wat can i do? I found myself haven forget him totalli, zhen me ban? Next week wat should i do.... Dying of boredom....

!! Tired !!

2005-04-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

I m very tired todae... earli morning quarrel wif mum lor, stupid de... den went out wif elaine, kris n mich at 2pm, coz elaine working at cini lata... tot of taking neoprint, but elaine she nid work so cant lor... sad... todae cini we saw fiona xie n sharon au hosting M1 stuffs... den we walk rounds in orchard, legs pain pain.

9 plus onli mama called to go home, wth i m alrd 17+ liaoz... damn sian... hai... tml i gg to slack at home le... Hai, no job damn sian lor... damn wu liaoz... todae took neoprints damn nice... gt one is 'dao' pose, den i see the outcome, omg y is my face so lian in this pic... so scary.... haha...

Bingo

2005-04-01T10:07:00.000+08:00

haha, ahem y bingo todae leh... haha coz... i guessed correctly about kaiyan's baby, its a ger... tot of asking her to let b her ger ger's god mother, but i too young leh, dun wan so fast pple call me god mum... haha... i reali happy for her... bad thing is now go out wif her muz take care of her n oso cannot wear heels le, if not i will seem taller den her. If go shopping wif her we two cant walk too long n too far liao...

ytd whole dae at home, very slack lor, coz its raining n no mood to go out... my 3 pigs still slping dunno lata wan go out or not leh... ytd nite try playing yahoo pool, damn fun wor, but the longer i play the more i get sian sian... so slpt earlier coz i m realli very slpy...

Hmm... todae is their last paper le, happy for them coz they finalli grad le... wahaha... ytd gor ask me tml go his hse to watch vcd, still dunno wan go not coz go his hse nth to do de... shhh... dun tell him, coz is realli sian de... Todae oso dunno wat plans leh, muz wait for my 3 pigs wake le den c c... lata go tuition oso cant go anywhere too far... tml is my cousin's son bdae, gg her hse celebrate for the little boy boy, hai, he will start calling me some old old names liao, custom lor, still young but kena them call till old old

Woahoo!!!

2005-03-31T07:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah! exams are over! time to relac a PLAY! ytd tried to post an entry, but blogger gt pro cant access... But nvm, now oso cant post... Now is morning 7 plus woah... damn slpy but cant get baq to slp...todae shld b no plans, coz gotta stay at home slack n reformat my brain, haha, due to prolong exam stress, brain block might result in brain dead... ( so lame)

I m practicalli very excited over this holis, sooo much plans n fun ahead... Haha, can mit up my 3 best frenz for this week, gt some private times we three can do... wahaha, hard to sae wat evil plans we having. *grins* Mich, elaine n kristen, yeah, i can join u gers frm todae onwards... den next week can mit up wif the rest who would have completed their exams, such as that crab, den the following week would be Genting time!!! Haha, i getting lamer n crappier recently... who noes mayb when i came baq from genting my skills would have improved to be better, wahaha!!!

As for wat happen in the past few daes, it was totalli disasterous and very tiring... It seemed like long time of battle, totally worn out. Had macro exam, management and poa exams... hmm... all three papers i dun have much comments but can onli sae its juz soso... can pass can liao... haha...

Arrr, Exams....... Stresssssss

2005-03-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

Sobx sobx... now is exams period... starting exams on coming mondae, till wednesdae, consistently lor, going bonks liao... Tried poa cant do, tried macro struggling, sobx.... I dun wan fail.... I m very tired, nid a shoulder to lie on.....

Ytd went gor's hse study a bit poa, ok la, cleared some doubts... Todae went study at amk mac wif xav, elaine n mich... Ask mich come pei me n teach me, in the end she cant help much coz her sch teach lesser stuffs...wth.... todae tried macro, sobx, i juz cant figure out how to do... tryin tryin....

Jiayou Jiayou!!! Cant gif up, muz pass n get at least C...

I Miss U

2005-03-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

This whole week is study n study... ytd n todae had been forcing myself very hard to study n practice... Hai... todae went sch suppose to study de... but lazy bum me n stupid me a lot cant do, in the end do very slow... Not my fault i cant do poa... realli low morale...Todae gt revision claz for poa, wasnt realli in the mood to ask any qn, had very bad headache over poa...

Y is my maths so bad? Y I m i so scare of maths? wats going on? I used to love maths so much, yyy? Sobx.....I realli feel like breaking down, stress...

Todae mich n elaine they finished they exams le... boo, i haven.... Todae xav, kris,derrick etc... they started their exams le... sooo gd.... kris gotta end earlier den me lor, envy.... Hai, I wan HOLIS... I realli missed them a lot, n i miss him oso...Dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shei? haha, mayb this is y i like this song soooo much, noe b4 hand?

Tml going gor's hse to study poa... Hai... muz jia you jia you... think go his hse i will study de lah..haha... think so lor... At least wun slack de...

^^ Kool^^

2005-03-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hahaz... now blogging after my bca final test... Super happi sia... Last few daes had been practising n was realli tensed up as i dint realli did well in the common test ma... Juz had dat final test, most noe how to do, onli will lose at least 6 marks if no careless... Haha... Cool... One module is cfm cleared le... Wahaha

Lata gg to mit gor ask him teach me poa... haha, coz i realli realli cannot study poa at home, temptations of tv, computer, food... N my beloved bed n piggy...

Haiyo, y muz exam time clash wif kaiyan the wedding leh, make me have to make decision on whether to go or go home study, opportunity cost... Think exam more impt, mayb if she gt invite me to her ROM, i sure will go de... this time muz dua her liao lor...Hai, missed the chance to c a chiobu... hahaz... Not kidding lor, kaiyan is realli chio...

I have less den a week to study 3 subjects le... muz realli realli pia n study le.. cannot slack le.. coz a lot stuffs i still cant do...Study study study.... den lata can play... haha... cfm gg genting le... Yeah!! haha sure gotta b fun man, muz study hard now so lata can realli play hard.

sianz

2005-03-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

Damn sian sian sian... Hai... Todae at home slack n slack.. I wanted to do bca, in the end whole dae on computer do nth de lor... Hai... mayb is becoz of elaine's things kena somehow affected.. Hai... no choice.. Watching the show 'new ru lai sheng zhang', damn bo liaoz.. Haha... Hai, todae chat wif elyn n realise certain things arent in our control. Todae is derrick's bdae, happy bdae to him lor...

{Life will nvr b the same w/o u, But i will experience a different style}

2005-03-19T19:44:00.000+08:00

Went Compass Point wif elaine to study in BK, todae sat a lot pple, tried doing bca, managed to do within 20 mins for excel, dats a great achievement for me. Todae realli enjoy elaine's accompany.

Hai todae c her so happy but was removed by an evil... I cant help it but hate him... Dat idiot Andrew, hurt my best fren again, he realli shld not appear anymore... He shld nvr appear in front of all of us.

Y? Y muz guys hurt all my best frenz? Y hurt all the gers? Is there no truth or love in this world? I c elaine so sad it hurts me too... Guys can hurt me, i wun bear a grudge dat long, but nvr hurt my frenz...Next week is her exams le, hope she can do well w/o this affecting her...

==Guai Guai==

2005-03-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

Todae i damn hardworking sia. Early morning wake up go exercise, den study a while. Den went amk for tuition, n met elaine to study. Haha... todae realli guai lor, mayb is dint bring lappy out, den realli sit down n we two realli studied. We went ard central to look for elaine's specs... haha. We todae bought the same files.. Haha... same sentimentals dat we will use dat file very frequently. A busi dae...

Dunno y leh, wif elaine juz feel she is my other 'twin', coz we sometimes think the same thing, n fate oso makes things ard us very similar. hahaz, todae we two discovered sth very big... Our secret, so cant sae... haha, coz onli she will understand...

tml think will b miting her again to study... but muz study bca liao... alrd skip a few daes dint study le... Todae did macro n bit n read thru poa, understand a bit of the concepts, big news for me... haha, lamez...

boo

2005-03-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

Juz another slacking dae for me wor.... haha, went mich hse study, den we meet elaine at compass point to study... haha, studied a little but talked a lot... I realli enjoyed the times wif dem, dunno how long more would i have to b wif dem....

Haiyo, todae i realise i m realli realli very fat wor... muz exercise more n cut down on wat i eat le... if not go chiong wear clothes not nice liaoz.... wahaha... Todae finally saw elaine, reall glad n happy she is alright liao, n oso glad she is very happy wif her on going lifestyle... Cheers for her!

Exams coming le, I want to do as best as i can. Den after dat, mayb go genting, if not work lor.... wan to work leh, but seemed like dis time of the yr sure no pple wan staffs de.

Todae mich help me look at my hand, she sae i will have 4 rs.... wah... so many wor, but dunno the four include serious or play play leh.... if include play i onli have one more chance, if not i still gt 3 chances... Haha, jkjk.... Ha, i realli looking forward to mich having a bf.... Coz experience is the main thing. No matter if it can last or not, at least she gt the experience den wun easy get bully by us le... haha. She is realli a chiobu wor, wif big sparking eyes, but she is skinny, but i realli hope to have the type of bodyshape she gt. Promoting her wor... lolz...

Yippee

2005-03-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hahaz... From todae onwards no more claz liao... Year 1 considered ended le wor... muahaha... Now is study period liao. Muz motivate myself to realli study very hard, push myself... This sem realli gt a lot pro to get my frenz to study wif me... Last sem at least gt pple pei me, but this sem, hai, can onli get mich wor, heng mich havnt attached yet, but think she oso soon de lah...

May coming soon, Kaiyan getting engaged soon le, will missed the single times wif her, my shopping partner. Always sae wan jio her go chiong leh, but seemed like impossible le, this coming holi muz jio her go chiong...

One by one leave me, mayb dats life ba... Haz... i rmb gt someone who told me, business pple have no feelings n no hearts de, coz doing business wif feelings will cause failure.

This fridae going to emily hse to eat... haha, yeah, can enjoy a gd evening liaoz... Recently realli bad mood n everything, very fed up for no reason n sick, so wan relac n stuffs.. Think i realli getting shorter n shorter memory n attention span liao, mayb due to the radiation i get lor. Recently a lot of things i cant rmb well, hai, hopefully things dat shld forget can forget, but not those that i treasure.

A meaningless dae

2005-03-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Dat stupid freaking idiot alvin dua us again... Bish Bish Bish!!! Todae stay in sch library, frm 10am to 7pm, juz study n study n crap... listen to my lappy's song until i soooo sianz lor, dunno listened how many freaking times . Gt headache again... Tml gt macro n poa, make up clazes... hai... wateva la... realli realli very stress, esp after i saw the students staying baq in the library n realli studying so hard... Hai... make me feel like dun study is a sin... motivation ba...

I finally realise todae wat u mean in these two mths le

2005-03-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

Todae is another dae at home alone, haiz... den went thru my frenster n realise a lot of things. Many things cant b forced de. I dint study at all todae, tml i going to stay baq in sch to study instead of going to kbox wif eldora they all. I very much wanted to go, but i noe dat studies is more impt, this time have to dua dem... I want to go wif dem relac, but i cant... sad sad muz dua dem..., gulity... Tml i muz study macro n do excel practice... Hope tml dat stupid Alvin dun dua us again, arbo sure hammer his head...

If sorry is juz wat u gotta tell me, den its better u dun sae...Coz the person u hurt is not me

2005-03-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

Todae i guai guai ger, i dint even get out of the hse, guai guai at home study. haha, dint realli study much leh, thinking about a lot things.... I m looking forward to going to Genting in April wif eldora, yl, mx, dan, edwin and sam... haha... sure will b damn fun de, esp eldora n yl they all going, woah!!! Hai, my face getting fatter le leh, how how.... I m a fat ger liaoz... sad sad...

....

2005-03-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

haha, todae tittle is ... coz i realli dunno wat i doing todae lor... went sch at 9am den met the treasurer get money, den meet my gd fren pass him sth, den wait for my claz to come at 10am, den we go hand in sth, mark attendance n did nth le... Went eat roti prata n yl hse, discussed about this holis going genting... haha, my mum allowed leh, so happy...hehe... think will b great deals of fun, but b4 everything, i muz study very very hard, for my bca test, n my exams... dun wan any module fail or even a D this time...den can play happily oso...

Lone

2005-03-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

"Everything in this world can last, kinship, friendship, etc... Except, LOVE"

Todae i realise sth impt in my life, dat love exist, but lasting is impossible de... Did the bca quiz todae, think gotta fail liao, dint do finish n do a lot rubbish... haha... Todae I first time so early came home in these few weeks... lolz, feel weird weird de... I miz my frenz, realli realli miz dem. Everyone getting out of my life one by one... :( Hai, exams coming le... n Year 1 is over soon... Hahaz, so fast wor... Todae alrd 2 mths le, enjoyed it a lot. Adel ask me at which age would i get married, i told her, gt pple wan den c how, if dun have, den b a nun lor... haha, dat is not a bad idea lor, no pain no nth... smre its a trend to b single mah... Wahaha....

Haiz

2005-03-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

Todae went sch earlier to ask adel to teach me access n excel, she so fierce lor, i very scare... almost wan cry le... I c her so unhappy oso feel sad for her, hai.... Juz now eldora help me do tagboard, haha, not enuff time to complete, so its still under construction... I had new pics infraed into my com le... den some pple told me the photos of my age differs, some sae its cute, but looks 14, den some sae looks 18... haha... at least not over 18 can liaoz... tml gt bca quiz... i wan to do well coz this is a sample for the final test... praying hard to pass well.... So happy todae, my tuition kid he finally pass his chinese le... haha...

Scary

2005-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Todae my grp went kap eat after the wcom test, den when going home, eliza n i climb the overhead bridge, den half way climbing up, saw a guy in white, we walking opp lah.. he smiled at eliza... den when we reached the top, we stop to breathe, coz our bags very heavy, turn behind dun c the man climbing the stairs, but oso dun c him walking in both direction lor, he juz disappear lidat... onli saw a guy in black... dunno y.... Ghost.......

Hai, todae the test almost wrote wrong format, heng change lor, if not sure all wrong liaoz... Very tired todae.... tml still gotta go sch qing jiao adel teach me access for my bca...

These few daes damn sway, hai... another couple dat i noe broke up le, second one in the week. Todae infra some pics frm my hp, den place at msn messenger for display, clear some space in my hp.

How i wish u could leave me a better page in me

2005-03-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

"How i wish u could leave me a better page in me? I had tot so much n mized so much of the times we had together... but ever since dat dae, i noe everything is over, but i still couldnt forget u"
Todae is a very boring dae... firstly, dat stupid idiot Alvin the poa teacher, dua us again. My lesson 10am. But i miting adel at 9am to do the poa presentation thing, on our way to sch den receive frm dan teacher dua us... wth, hammer his head lor... den me n adel went sch study wcom frm 10 to 4... haha, dint realli study... but during dat period, gt a lot visitors to our room, haha, eliza, choontong, bryan n sam.. haha...they last min entertainers...tml having wcom test, gd luck to everyone wor... impt test... den we clear module le, Yippee!

Complicating

2005-03-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

Todae is the 1st week of my blog.... Hai todae is a complicated dae... In the morning went Hougang Green, coming baq den kena raining lorz... hai... den came home den heard a very bad news from elaine dat she broke wif andrew le... hai.. i realli feel sad... I feel sad for her, Juz a relationship n kena pple sae a lot about her... hai... recently notice my gor oso not very happy, dunno isit his rs gt pro or not... Recently I very tired n very restless... smre now wif elaine thing, hai... realli lost liao, the grp is filled wif pro. Elaine sae wan to stay single forever, y isit guys always hurt her, she is such a gd girl lor... :(